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Last Broadcast Of The Day Was
September 29, 2004
9/29/2004 09:26:00 PM
Message:
01. My name is : read the left side toolbar for info
02. I may seem : sexually deprived
03. But I'm really : juz a pervert
04. People who know me : know my name, and tt i am bhb
05. If you knew me: you don't know me now
06. Sometimes I feel : like smacking some people in the balls and face
07. In the morning I : wake up to find out its 1pm
08. I like to sleep : with my eyes closed
09. If I could be doing anything right now It would be : get rid of my sister from the house
10. Money : is something i produce
11. One thing I wish I had is : something other than world peace
12. One thing I have that I wish I didnt have is: to be so bored to answer this
13. All you need is : to copy this damn thing, and start doing it if you are bored after reading
14. Why do u need it : you are bored right? do something lah...
15. If I had one wish it would be: do something interesting
16. Love is: something i reserved for someone*
17. My body is : covered with clothes
18. If an angel flew into my window at night i would : be wondering if it was so bored, then offer this to the angel to make it less bored
19. If a demon crashed into my window at night I would : it cannot. my windows are crashproof in the first place
20. If I could see one person right now it would be : *secret* 8p
21. Something I want but I don't really need is: an ipod
22. Something I really want but can never get : to take over the world
23. I live for : love,life,sex
24. I dare you all to : jump off the world trade centre in new york
25. I am afraid of : being sian
26. It makes me angry when: when my fwens pang seh me (seetoh.....)
27. It makes me happy when : i am not sian/sad/pissed
28. I daydream about : dun bother, i am in constant daydream mode
29. I am attracted to : nah, pple get attracted to me, see point 4
30. I am unattracted to : men
9/29/2004 10:16:00 AM
last christmas, i gave you my heart, the very next day, you gave it away.
this year, to save it from tears, i'll give it to someone special.
Last Broadcast Of The Day Was
September 28, 2004
9/28/2004 01:36:00 AM
haiz.
i am now in this fucking stupid place called polytechnic. yes. its TOTALLY fucking stupid. i am surrounded by people who cannot make it to JC, yet make fun of JC people.
"oh, those JC idiots ah, hahaha, they go sing mari kita all they want lah!"
"hahaha JC people wear uniform"
"i can dye hair leh!"
"JC people all fall in line!"
yes. JC people are kinda forced to follow rules. but look at those bastards who said those things. these are the bastards that seriously need a set of rules strictly enforced on them.
they smoke halfway during lessons, leaving the class for the toilets or staircases to smoke, go out to bedok reservoir to smoke. fucking hell. spend some money on food.
this aint the first time i am bitchin bout poly. fucking hell. i shouldnt have stayed in law. shouldnt have chosen this subject. should have gone for communications cmm or A&F.
i so hate my dad. the man that pushed (or rather shoved) me into this pile of shit. now i am living in shit. among shit. smells like shit.
now, i am my old self. i don't talk much. i dun see a fucking point in talking. for you guys who saw me talking SOOO much cock back at nyjc, you would be shocked if you could observe me in tp. i don't talk. there's no point. everyone screws each other up. what's the point in talking then?
argh. this life sucks. i can't kill myself. it aint worth doing it. too many people have helped me in this life. i cant juz leave like that. but hate the shit i am stuck in. what to do?
