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Last Broadcast Of The Day Was
August 30, 2004
8/30/2004 08:58:00 PM
gee. if you lyke read through my last few blog entrys (tts y you are reading now i guess), its full of anger, regret and frustration. this is another one.
picture this: for the whole day, you dream of going back to your old school(s). you get to meet all your best fwens, your good ol' buddies that you've never met for months. its just the following day!
perfect eh?
NOT UNTIL SOMEONE MAKES YOU DO SOME PROJECT ON THAT DAY
YES. someone is making go back. when i don't want to. and guess what the ass says? "where's your committment?" fuck the committment shit. if i lived on commitment i would have died. i mean, its kinda fucking irritating when all your plans get shitted out of your sights. i would rather NOT have such shitty commitments.
when you want to achieve something, and choose it as your target, just think of some of the sacrifices you have to make. imagine if the things you have to sacrifice are gone. if the thought pains you, forget it, juz go on with something else. sacrifice less. there are things which when you sacrifice less you don't miss out on.
8/30/2004 12:22:00 AM
geee.... this is august 30 12.23am. got skool at 9 tomolo.
some random thought hit me juz a few seconds back. this is my longest lasting ever blog. kinda crazy. i have never updated on ONE particular webpage or weblog of my own for sooo long. maybe cos i really miss my nyjc fwens back there. this is somehow a way to lyke say hello to them and to lyke noe we are still alive. haiz.
lolly said i got a farnie tagboard. hahahaha. well its juz the usual rubbish rubbish (and sometimes NOT so rubbish) we talk back at the drum workroom (especially if ms lai is nt ard) or somewhere @ ny where we juz bullpoo with each other.
here comes another thought. in life, you gotta make choices. tough choices. really tough choices. i know i definitely cannot survive on my studies in nyjc.
studying @ ny is lyke a marathon. big goal in mind with small test all over. i juz have no heart to run another "study marathon"... its too much for me. but when you have a marathon, you have pple running near you are alongside you. life aint that sick. you arent stuck in a stadium. you have the scenary around you.
den comes poly. its lyke a series of 400m or 200m races. short. sweet. less stressful. but it seriously sux when you run lyke that. you run about in circles. the pple are so much more competitive. no one is pretty much a fwen. a fellow runner is not someone to be with you. its... so sick...
life here totally sux. someone went through my fone juz to see what songs i listen to in it. i got laffed at bcos of it. totally lame. so what if i listen to hilary duff? or jay chou?
through all this crap. i understand one thing. FINALLY. your true beloved fwens may never be around you. you may never see them at all. or even call them. or msn. but you think of them. and they think of you from time to time too (i hope this is so for me)
fwens 4eva!
